This recovery is a slow road. I thought I’d come out of surgery, have a few weeks with catheter as a pal, then I’d kind of teleport directly into health. Well that was “close,” but not exact. It’s a process of approximation. The important things get better, then something goes wrong (big bacterial infections, let’s say, like three times in four weeks, with high fever and inability to think clearly), then we clear that, then things get better. I’m in my 12th post-surgical week now. Then some other lesser thing pops up and cries for attention. [Read more…]
Getting the Tube Running Again
Someone pointed out to me that at our core, each of us humans is a big tube, with a bunch of other systems hanging on the outside. Cake and apples and beer go in one end of the digestive system on a regular basis, and unsightly debris comes out the other on an irregular basis. There are other systems, of course, including nervous, circulatory, urinary, and respiratory systems (among others). But without nutrition, we don’t survive.
Eight weeks out after a major surgery that rearranged my digestive and urinary systems, I’m focusing on getting those two systems back to equilibrium. [Read more…]
The Brutalist Sky Look
Starting to get some hair growing back this week. Lost 90% when going through that second round of chemotherapy. Today I shot this selfie which reminds me of the brutalist term as used in architecture. Brutalist concrete white hair beginning to grow straight down from the top. Like an incipient concrete cap. Not enough yet that it can be combed in any direction particularly, but enough to reduce the reflective glare. I originally said losing hair wouldn’t matter much to me, but it did matter in some specific ways. [Read more…]
My Big “Summer Vacation”
As a kid, I had the summer off from school. There were, of course, many things to do during the summer, and I always had some kind of adventure. The question most asked on my first day back in school was “What did you do during the summer break?”
Well, the summer of 2016 was pretty remarkable. The day before SFCM graduation, May 19th, I had a minor surgical procedure to investigate and treat some red spots in my bladder. They had been there for a couple of months, but didn’t seem to be a problem. A day or so later, we knew these were not just innocent red spots, but were accompanied by a rare invasive and aggressive bladder cancer. [Read more…]
Last day at ye ole’ SFCM PSD
We have wrapped the last day of the 2015-2016 TAC PSD at San Francisco Conservatory of Music. What happened? Here are a few highlights of this journey. (Hear my “student” music online—start at red7.zone)
- Became well-acquainted with fellow-travelers in the PSD program. They are all good composers, and going on this journey with them was an honor for me, as I came in the least prepared of them all.
- “Held my own” in terms of being able to write tolerable music for the assignments. Well maybe with the exception of one or two pieces where I started out pretty well and went downhill.
- Learned that I have a lot more to learn about “music theory” — which isn’t really a theory at all.
- Learned a boatload about using instruments I had never written for, even in my dreams. Strings, brass, and even a little about percussion.
- Learned I can’t hear high frequencies well enough to be a mixerman. (The Mixerman story is a blast—read it.)
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